Realizing that you are doing this is on the path to enlightenment.

Eventually you’ll grow out of that mindset.

Shedding the belief that things will get better is key becoming nice and numb.

I really need to read Capitalist Realism.

How did you kn… uh, oh, ah, I mean “no”! 😹

For me it’s like 9 months of chaos followed by 3 months of riding the wave. Over and over.

Still every week

Gotta focus on the now; If I look too far into the future I just spiral into a deep depression.