HubertManne

all paid streaming is not worth it,

Funny because my wife’s dad (its her actual one, well as far as we know) was sorta a misogynist and she to has esteem issues. We have been together for awhile so not as bad but it never completely goes away. Curiously when we dated I recognized her dad was sorta like my mom who myself and my siblings thought was just awful but admittedly, given a choice, its worse for it to be the dad. Its a very weird situation for me because on my own I have done very well education and job wise. So well that as a family we do decently if not high on the hog (which is really a big deal given the expenses). All the same it would take so little to fall apart mainly due to expenses. Right now Im unemployed (was let go mid late september which I find is a really bad time just before a crazy pres election that goes into holidays) and between looking for work im constantly trying to figure out how long we can go without me working. We are getting older and when I do the math on retirement its not going to work. I dunno again its so weird because im simultaneously really successful and yet really… well you know.

It is what it is but I sure hope I don’t go before her as she is massively screwed at that point.

Make sure my wife is on top of our finances as possible and figure out and start disability paperwork and direction for her to take to try and survive.

eyup. had this twice. so annoying that jobs don’t let you choose an hsa for it to be deposited into.

There really is nothing you can do. Losing a parent is such a deeply personal thing and you just give your condolences and realize that person is going to be sad about it pretty much the rest of their lives but less so day by day.

Um, Elon Musk is a… brilliant man with lots of well thought-out, practical, ideas. He is insuring the financial security of this company for years to come. Oh yes, and his personal hygiene is above reproach.

negativity about him.

As far as I know not much but the internet has been around awhile. I mean if it happened to everyone I would be much more boring than I think most. If its literally just me I assume it would be a thing because of the novelty.

which one? I joke. Had sorta a grade school bully but not really high school. I mean there were jerks. Who keeps track of this kind of thing??? I don’t even keep up with my high school friends unfortunately. I would have to really work to find people I did not like.

you know I have been looking for work and usually I don’t single out companies to apply to but I think I will make an exception tomorrow.

do the basic things we all know we should or at least set your self up for success with them. full sleep every night, stay hydrated, eat healthy, excersise, etc at least 80% of the time because cheating onece in a while is nice to.

Oh I think my thing is a bit misleading. I left the field in 1998 and switched to IT for the pay. I pretty much stopped being on the inside at that time.

im one of those people with little to no filter so my drunk posts would not be to different than sober on that front.

oh certainly. even at that time the xray crystallography lab was basically dying out as it was becoming more of a standard tool rather than an area of research.

I got a degree in microbiology in 95 and I did not know about these. Heck I even did a rotation in an xray crystallography lab which was super into cellular structures.

none that I know of but its not like I kept up with them long term.

I still think groening lied. I look at shelbyville in indiana, all the nuke plants in illinois, and how capital city seems so much like saint louis. And how so gosh darn midwest it feels. I swear its springfield illinois

Im of a “hill of beans” mindset on this.

all social safety nets are suicide and depression prevention. There is like true mental illness were no matter what you are homeless or depressed or suicidal but then there is life issues that drive people in that direction.